Goodbye

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with him.

I try to drink your memory away.
I tried to free myself from your cold body.
You gave me no comfort,
What shall I do now that I am alone?

Shall I put a gun to my head?
Or shall I live on with no real reason to live?
I would just exist, just be a sore eye to humanity.
I think I shall end it all.

Make everyone happy.
They wont even notice I'm gone,
No one would care.
Only way anyone will know who I am is by this letter
I write to no one.

To those I hate, I will see you on the other side
Join me in hell, ill be waiting....